A hard days night

I made a plan for today. A checklist. One thing on it of interest was to paint my bike. My cruiser was already kinda cute but it has started to feel old lately. It needed a special touch. I gave it to her :) People are Strange- The Doors. Give Peace a Chance -John Lennon. Flowers, a dove, butterfly and dream-catcher among other things have found a home on my bike. I'm so excited to ride it to school again. I have a car, yes. But I might as well soak up the sunshine while I can! I'll definitely drive when it rains. Last year was miserable. There's the back of my car. The front is quite boring.

After I made white chocolate and raspberry pancakes that is what I did. Then I had to use the restroom of course and decided that needed some good lovin. Anything is possible if you scrub

So over time I have written some stuff and I think it'd be cool to share that with my blog. Here goes. Just some insight on how I think and feel and am.
I have a deadly fear of feeling fat. of having my thighs jiggle too much. of cellulite. of a tum that sticks out. I'd like to conquer this fear and lately I've actually been trying. One day. Maybe one day it won't be a problem. This girl Anna really got in my head and I can't get her out.
I love these actors and actresses: Cameron Diaz, Jennifer Aniston, Drew Barrymore, Anne Hathaway, Reese Witherspoon, Emma Stone, Emma Roberts, Julia Roberts, Amy Poehler, Kristin Wiig
Jason Siegel, Tom Hanks, Ryan Reynolds, Emile Hirsch, Channing Tatum, Adam Sandler, Will Ferrel, Andy Sandberg.... Something I wrote down and would like to be able to refer back to easily. I'd like to be able to have witty comical banter come from my mouth.
Only in Oklahoma can you smell BBQ in the movie theatre. Go a day in public and not see a black person. Have biscuits and gravy 3 times in the same week- not leftovers. Adjust from heating to AC in the same day. Yes, I went to OK. This past summer for about 3 weeks. A long, exasperating car ride there and a not-so-bad one back. I don't really want to talk about it.
I hate feet. I hate wasting time- meaningless conversations- seeing Sherry happy- pain- lean people watching what they eat- wasting food- hypocrisy- . I hate being touched sometimes. 
I love love love my grandma. And water chestnuts. And fresh herbs and food. I love tasting things. And surprises. Adventures and excitement. I love feeling good.
I can't eat hard candy without biting it. Sleeping in the car makes my face itch.
I really wanted a station wagon or VW bus for my first car. I got a Toyota corolla and i surprisingly have a fondness for it with its tidbits of artifacts from the previous owner. I hate needing gas