In Hopes of the Start of Something New

It's not that I'm bored with my life. Not that at all. I'm a bit overwhelmed to be honest. I have a vast amount of different things going on and it's only fair to my future and current self to remember this part of my life. What a shame it would be to forget all this. I sure am not doing it for nothing! This is the year. Going to be my glorious high school year, i have a feeling. And my feelings... are somewhat mystical. They mean something so unbelievable and hold so much truth. This can not be explained, I  am afraid.

   Well I tend to be easy going most of the time but today I was uptight. Not all day but in the morning and then again in the afternoon. While I was trying to perfect an in-class essay, thoughts of money i need and things I must do and don't want to do kept interfering with my concentration .Those dang obligations.After school in interact club I couldn't take anymore nonsensical  talks about events. Or any nonsensical talks at all. I didn't want to listen to anyone. Or see anyone. Anyone. And then waiting for the leaders to continue their meeting I was only going even more crazy. In my head. Do you know we spend more than half of our life just waiting? Isn't that pathetic? There is so much to do other than wait. Time is money. Time. Money. Ah how I despise the two. Oh how they can make my skin crawl. Make me want to curl up in fetal position and dream my life away. Or perhaps I could just stay in bed all day with someone I love. Who also loves me