It's really becoming apparent to me that the more hardships we go through, the more beautiful
Life seems.
The more difficult it is to understand the meaningless relationships, interactions, and actions.
This almost seems like a curse.
Being/ feeling sorta wise
Feeling stuck in your own righteous mind
Pushing away people because they are follower of the popular news feed and have very little else to them
Should we all follow the status quo? Those who do, they seem happy.
I have stopped worrying about others unless they would care that I cared. I am my own protector and forever will be. We all are this, for ourselves.
It's a magical position to be in actually, I've got the power!
We all have all the power we let ourselves possess.
I've always wanted to do a handstand, a back walkover, a front something, a round off.
I can. I know that I I can!! But I won't hurt myself
Like that. I might not be strong enough. When im about to go do it, I feel so so weak. But still have energy. It's a peculiar feeling and so I stop.
I unwillingly quit at this task I have wanted Ti complete for so long. Its weird. I don't know if it's my mind or body holding me back.
